every moment, every possible moment

i know you still miss me mom
& you know how much i miss you
at every possible breathing & bleeding
every moment
every possible moment
i just don't know
how unlikely life is now
am i still alive
what do i look like without your messages
without your voice
just being constantly drunk with your memories
am i now afraid to be sober again
the white winter is now greening
on earth's peaceful face
but my face is all desert and unkissed
by the absence of your face
let's miss each other mom
as much as possible
every possible moment
that's why i remain yours
and you mine
and know that i am your son
there is nothing else i can ever be
i love you mom
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"so I wait for you like a lonely house
till you will see me again and live in me.
Till then my windows ache"
~Pablo Neruda

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author, poet, photographer, artist, data analyst, linguist… ………and last but not least ……… .… a failed priest…….